Im in a fog because of my cold...so please forgive the ramblings that are about to occur.
a) How in the world did i get to this point in my life? How am I almost 21 years old? How am I able to function? Do you ever just wake up one day and suddenly feel totally unaccomplished and unprepared for no particular reason? Not that I typically walk around thinking the opposite, but today i just feel blah. I wish I had a better memory of events in my life. I am jealous of shayla and keelie who can just pull out funny things that happened way back when. I feel like such a floater.
b) Im wondering how long it is going to take for my new home to feel like home. Ive been missing my "home" for a while and im beginning to feel like a nomad. i really want to punch a hole in the wall...like that baseball pitcher did a few years ago...he broke his hand and was out for the rest of the season...maybe i would get to be a student with disablities. i realize that i have random thoughts of violence. you just witness one. arent you lucky. anyways, i miss penny. hahahaha
c) i saw tony romo in a limo on university today
d) im sitting at the table in my house. someones flowers are dying in a vase. flowers are so pointless.
e) i need to go shower
f) something is still wrong with me, i thought that getting back to the normal school routine might help but it hasnt. i hate to continue complaining about my life. i need to be optimistic. so im going to be optimistic except on this blog. so if you talk to me you will know that i am fake happy. jk jk. but really, no one likes complainers. so from now on i am going to stop. done.
g) i just reread this blog and i realized how retarded it is...but im not going to delete it because i cant think of anything else to say and its been a while since ive last written and you guys need to know what is going on...obviously NOTHING is going on. toodles.
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I just want you to know I know exactly how you feel. I just posted my new blog before I read yours. I think we must be on the same page. Its good to know that someone else thinks something is wrong with their life. Must be why we get along?
Just remember Erin, Delight yourself in the Lord and do good, delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Easier said than done I know. But I've been trying to do the whole delight myself in Him thing...I think I better try hard. That and I need to buy groceries. Actually I'm thinking about seeing how long I can go without buying food at the store. I'll keep you posted.
Erin...now listen to me...everything is going to be fine...the fog WILL roll out. In the meanwhile do not...I repeat...do not punch a hole in any walls...thank you. (Oh, and Rod thanks you too!)
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