First of the Last

Im in a fog because of my cold...so please forgive the ramblings that are about to occur.

a) How in the world did i get to this point in my life? How am I almost 21 years old? How am I able to function? Do you ever just wake up one day and suddenly feel totally unaccomplished and unprepared for no particular reason? Not that I typically walk around thinking the opposite, but today i just feel blah. I wish I had a better memory of events in my life. I am jealous of shayla and keelie who can just pull out funny things that happened way back when. I feel like such a floater.

b) Im wondering how long it is going to take for my new home to feel like home. Ive been missing my "home" for a while and im beginning to feel like a nomad. i really want to punch a hole in the wall...like that baseball pitcher did a few years ago...he broke his hand and was out for the rest of the season...maybe i would get to be a student with disablities. i realize that i have random thoughts of violence. you just witness one. arent you lucky. anyways, i miss penny. hahahaha

c) i saw tony romo in a limo on university today

d) im sitting at the table in my house. someones flowers are dying in a vase. flowers are so pointless.

e) i need to go shower

f) something is still wrong with me, i thought that getting back to the normal school routine might help but it hasnt. i hate to continue complaining about my life. i need to be optimistic. so im going to be optimistic except on this blog. so if you talk to me you will know that i am fake happy. jk jk. but really, no one likes complainers. so from now on i am going to stop. done.

g) i just reread this blog and i realized how retarded it is...but im not going to delete it because i cant think of anything else to say and its been a while since ive last written and you guys need to know what is going on...obviously NOTHING is going on. toodles.

Being Responsible

So most of you dont know, but i am terribly irresponsible. I always put off doing things like paying for college, going to the bank, cancelling my subscriptions to anything, keeping track of my money, and things like that until way too late. So today I have spent literally all day doing these things. I dont understand why I love to procrastinate so much. Maybe its because i get this huge feeling of accomplishment when i finish. Today I: paid for college, updated all my spending crap, cancelled my free credit report subscription, cancelled my houston cable, cancelled my renters insurance, watched a movie, got my contacts checked, watched the olympics, and its not even 3!!!!!!! See, i feel good because i procrastinated.

My goal is to be more organized. The thing that broke the camel's back in my organization (lack of) realization is that I cant find my sports pass. Of course. I cant really think of anything other than something like this that would make me become more responsible.

I've also been dreaming a lot lately. I think this means i am becoming more aware of my responsibilities.

Last night i made michael phelps. thats right...MADE him. He had arms and legs.

I think people overestimate my responsibleness. Maybe it is because i have such straight hair. I think ill get a perm.

I think i am going to steal my dad's recliner. If anyone has a good idea of how to get it back to college station, let me know.

I am going to drink some water now...so i better go.

Homeless

So the other day I was walking in downtown Houston with some friends. There were homeless people. My friends started dancing with the homeless. Thats when i decided to be homeless. So I am.


Right now Im staring at Liz and she is mad at me for not mentioning that I went to the John Mayer concert with her. So....I WENT TO THE JOHN MAYER CONCERT WITH ELIZABETH JOANNE ROBINSON GILBERT. Just so the world now knows. I love elizabeth...I mean, who else would give up their entire bedroom for me and be willing to have zero walking space. Get excited for next semester!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So Im going to New York. Peace out homies.

Did YOU Steal it??

Busy yet very chill weekend :)

Went to the John Mayer concert in Dallas on Friday and it was awesome. He is such a good entertainer...I had no idea. And he is awesome at guitar. We sat on the 10th row by some 55-year old, drunk, stoned lesbians. It was great. They ended the night with accusing me of stealing one of their purses. I did.

IM DONE WITH MY INTERNSHIP!!! This is the best Sunday ever because i dont have to go to work tomorrow. I really need to be packing but ive become addicted to Heros and i cant stop watching. I get addicted to TV shows too easily. Yay...under the sea just came on my iTunes. I am sooooo happy. I really dont remember the last time i was this happy. :) Let me try to list the reasons why:

1. I am done with my job.
2. I am going to NY.
3. I just got to see Liz and be friends with her again :)
4. I think im beginning to understand God's purpose in this summer :)
5. Cowboys play in 6 days.
6. I get cable again soon.
7. Ive laid out at the pool 3 days in a row.
8. I ate panera bread for lunch.
9. I feel alive and I havent felt alive in months. WHOOP. Living is great :)

Hmmm...yep that pretty much sums it up. peace out homes.